Post by shayne on Jul 22, 2006 17:53:31 GMT 8
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Bad Dreams
By: Shayne
Nicky Byrne was twisting and turning on his bed late that night. He woke up at about three a.m. soaked in sweat and frightened. “These bad dreams again,” he whispered silently. “Why are they coming back? They are all from my past, hidden deep, long forgotten.” He shivered just thinking about it. He sank back to the warm mattress wishing to get more sleep. It has been two months since their world tour has launched and here he was lying on his bed in who knows where. He was too tired to think and recall. The blond lad stared sideways to look at the sleeping figure on the other bed. Shane shifted slightly in his sleep. –He looked so comfortable, peaceful, unlike me. Nicky thought with a small sigh. He wished he felt just like him. The different activities in the morning keeps him very busy and exhausted yet the nightmares at night forbids him to rest. He closed his eyes again wishing for sleep to come. Visions started forming. Scenes that was just too painful to see. It was his past, trying to penetrate back into his soul. Pleading for them to be remembered. They were refreshing the pain he had suffered. Things he worked hard on to disregard.
It has been a long day for the Leeds United junior team. They spent all their time on rock hard training. By the time the coach called it a day everyone was just so grateful. Adam Byrne pulled himself up his bunk and dropped his head down the pillow. He closed his eyes and drifted off to sleep. Not long after, he felt someone moving up his bunk. He opened to see who it was. It was Mike, a friend of his. He started to sit up thinking the other lad needs a talk. But Mike pinned him back down to the mattress. “Hey there, baby. Ever knew you looked so gay.” Mike said with a weird smile. “Hey quit it would you? It isn’t funny.” The blond lad replied. “Who’s joking pal? I’m sure I’m not.” He started straggling the other boy using his strong arms and legs. Tears were forming on the smaller lads eyes. He tried to scream for help but he felt another pair of hands tying a small cloth on his mouth preventing him from making any sound. He saw different pairs of lustful eyes staring at him. “Stop please, please.” Adam pleaded yet no one seems to listen. They were tugging everywhere. Removing his shirt and sweatpants. It only took them a matter of seconds to get him naked. “Good body there huh?” one asked. It was too dark to recognize them all. “Yeah… you look so gay!” another one exclaimed. Mike was on top of him, kissing him. He was helpless. He felt sudden shots of pain through him. He can’t stop the tears. He was confused. –What do they want? He had no answer.
By the morning, he woke feeling his whole body throbbing. He was still naked proving what happened last night was real. He sat up seeing that no one else is in the room. He was full of bruises, bites, and blood. Sitting was such an effort giving him great pain on his lower back. He touched his back and found it damp and moist. He raised his hand to see blood on it. He remembered. They were all forcing themselves in him and it seems all of them succeeded. He pulled himself up. He was late for training. Adam was getting dressed when the coach entered. “Well Byrne, it seems like you’re an hour late aren’t you?” he asked in a cold tone. He stared at the young lad’s shoulder looking at the various sore wounds. “So you’ve been busy last night eh?” he asked. “No sir, please let me explain.” Adam said looking up. “I don’t want gays, especially flirts inside my camp. I’ll be sure the administration would expel you soon. Better start packing your things.” The blond lad’s mind was whirling. Everything was wrong. His dreams are falling apart. The coach was serious. He was thrown out 2 days later. His parents were upset and so was he. – I am not gay, not now, not ever. He promised.
Shane stared at Nicky while the older lad was sleeping. He was soaked with sweat. He was murmuring something but it was too soft and unbearable. His expression showed fear and confusion. The shorter lad shoved him a little, enough to wake him up. Nicky stopped the murmuring and slowly opened his eyes. He was surprised to see Shane’s face inches away from him. He pushed Shane away as reflex. “Hey!” Shane complained. “I was trying to wake you up.” He added. “Oh, sorry. You scared me.” Nicky replied. Shane noticed the soreness in the other lad’s eyes. He looked like he cried all night. Lines of worry formed on his forehead. Nicky stood up from the bed and walked into the bathroom. Shane followed him with his eyes. – This lad is the person I would want to love. He is the one I want to be my partner. He was the most beautiful person I have ever seen. Shane thought. Nicky went out of the bathroom without a shirt on. Shane’s eyes continued to follow. The taller lad sat on his bed to grab his shirt and shoes. Shane stood up and went nearer to the other lad. “Nix,” he said. “Yep?” Nicky replied not stopping from searching his shoes under his bed. “Um…” Shane was about to ask Nicky for a ShNicky night later that evening when he noticed a small scar on Nicky’s shoulder. “What’s that?” he heard himself ask reaching for the small wound mark. Nicky quickly moved away, “It’s … it’s nothing,” he replied shakily. He looked at Shane for a second then returned to what he was doing. “I have to find those shoes, I need breakfast.” He finally stood up and wore his shoes and shirt. “Let’s go Shane.” He said nodding towards the door. He allowed the younger lad to move out first then followed. He gave out a small sigh. –Sorry Shane, I’m just not ready to talk. As if I’d ever be. Nicky thought.
They met up with the other lads downstairs and were all served breakfast. It was a weird greasy looking dish not even worthy for looking. “Where’s the food?” Bryan asked. “Shhh… the cook might hear you.” Mark said. “You might hurt his feelings.” He said giggling. “For what, telling the truth?” Bryan replied trying to sound serious and mad. Everyone laughed at the joke. Everyone just decided to eat it because they have no choice anyway. –It tastes funny. Nicky noted to himself. After they all finished eating they decided to return to their rooms and get dressed. They were going to look around the country views. Shane and Nicky went in together. Shane was looking for a good shirt in his bag when he saw the other lad out of the corner of his eye. Nicky was pale and ill looking. “Hey you ok?” Shane asked. “My stomach suddenly hurt. Think breakfast is getting back at me.” He replied. He held his hand near his tummy looking weaker that usual. Shane helped him lie on his back. “You better stay behind, you can’t go out in that state.” Shane said. “Don’t worry, I’d stay with you.” Shane reached Nicky’s shoulder and gently touched it. “Thanks Shay, a lot.” The blond lad replied softly. Nicky closed his eyes and drifted to sleep. Shane explained what happened to the other lads and all agreed with his decision. He went back to the bedside. He decided to undress Nicky to make him more comfortable. The thought making him sweat. He stripped Nicky down to his boxers and covered him with the comforter. His eyes moved across Nicky’s sleeping figure. It finally rested on his shoulders. Again, the scar lying there caught his attention. He gently touched it and the older boy moved away. He mumbled something but he missed it. Shane’s affections were getting stronger and he was losing control of the big bulge forming under his pants. He was moving closer. He licked his lips just before it touched Nicky’s. The contact sent shivers up and down his spine enlarging the erection he already had. Nicky’s lips were moving somehow felt like he was reacting, kissing him back. He felt Nicky’s hands on his chest. Then with a strong push the taller lad moved him away. “No, stop… please!” Nicky pleaded. He sat up straight. “Wha…what are you doing” he asked. He was scared. Shane observed. “Please don’t” Nicky pleaded again. He wiped his eyes just before the first teardrops fell. “Hey, I’m so sorry what’s wrong?” Shane tried moving closer to comfort the trembling lad but Nicky moved away. “Please, I’m sorry.” Shane said again. He moved closer, this time Nicky didn’t move away. He was crying uncontrollably. “Everybody, everybody thinks I’m… I’m gay.” Nicky was stopping himself but Shane just looks so calm, so trustworthy. He told him what happened. “This scar was a bite from one of my mates. I think it was a little too deep that’s why it left a mark.” He said. “It was something I have already buried deep but now it’s coming back.” He explained. Shane touched him and it wasn’t just like any of the touches he had felt from any other man before. It was different from what he experienced in Leeds but he knows it’s more than a friendly assurance but something more. Each second was intense as Shane again moved closer. His eyes were closed. This time Nicky didn’t move away. He closed his eyes and waited. Shane’s lips were warm and soft. It was gentle and passionate. Everything was right, so right. He kissed back. They were panting when they parted, catching their breaths. “Shane I’m scared.” Nicky asked. “Don’t worry. I love you Nix, too much that I can’t hurt you. Trust me.” He whispered into his ear. It was all that Nicky needed to hear. They kissed again and it was the most beautiful thing Nicky had ever done. Shane moved into the bed beside Nicky while the other lad pulled off his shirt. It didn’t take long to get them both completely naked. They continued kissing in a time that seemed like eternity. Everything was perfect and Nicky hoped it would stay this way, forever. Shane’s hand moved down to his neck, then to his chest rubbing each of his nipples. Nicky moaned at the pleasure and watched Shane’s mouth follow the same track made by his hand. He sucked on each nipple and gently licked it. Nicky’s member was growing hard and he know he’d come soon. He moaned more as Shane did his thing. Shane moved down to his groin and gently kissed the top of it. He licked the pre cum and the other lad moaned louder. Shane moved his fingers up and down Nicky’s thighs alert for Nicky’s full arrival. And there it was. Shane licked him clean and went back up to meet with Nicky’s waiting lips. It felt good and natural. Nothing could have been better. “Nicky… could I?” Shane asked shyly. “If it was you, Shane. I trust you, and love you.” Nicky replied. Shane nodded and positioned himself on top of his lover. He gently entered the first few inches of his thingy and waited for Nicky’s hole to get used to it. Then slowly he moved deeper. Nicky’s face was a mixture of pain and pleasure. Here is where it crosses. The pain was part of passion and passion was part of the pain. It was warm inside. It didn’t take long for Nicky to move his hips in anticipation. They were moving in harmony, as one. Shane’s face moved lower keeping his member inside the other lad kissing Nicky’s chest up to his shoulder. “Could I?” he asked again. Nicky nodded. He held the blond lad’s shoulders and laid his mouth on the right side. He kissed it, and then licked it tempting Nicky to moan again. He positioned himself and gently bit on Nicky’s flesh and sucked it. Nicky’s hips were moving again showing his eagerness. His eyes were closed and he was panting. When they were both spent they laid together in bed Nicky on Shane’s arms. “Thank you Nicky, thank you.” Shane slowly said. “And I thank you too, you made me whole. Changed me, forever. You gave me answers to questions I wouldn’t have dared thinking about. Now I know, I’m gay but not for anyone else but you and you only.” Nicky replied.
~THE END~
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[/glow]Bad Dreams
By: Shayne
Nicky Byrne was twisting and turning on his bed late that night. He woke up at about three a.m. soaked in sweat and frightened. “These bad dreams again,” he whispered silently. “Why are they coming back? They are all from my past, hidden deep, long forgotten.” He shivered just thinking about it. He sank back to the warm mattress wishing to get more sleep. It has been two months since their world tour has launched and here he was lying on his bed in who knows where. He was too tired to think and recall. The blond lad stared sideways to look at the sleeping figure on the other bed. Shane shifted slightly in his sleep. –He looked so comfortable, peaceful, unlike me. Nicky thought with a small sigh. He wished he felt just like him. The different activities in the morning keeps him very busy and exhausted yet the nightmares at night forbids him to rest. He closed his eyes again wishing for sleep to come. Visions started forming. Scenes that was just too painful to see. It was his past, trying to penetrate back into his soul. Pleading for them to be remembered. They were refreshing the pain he had suffered. Things he worked hard on to disregard.
It has been a long day for the Leeds United junior team. They spent all their time on rock hard training. By the time the coach called it a day everyone was just so grateful. Adam Byrne pulled himself up his bunk and dropped his head down the pillow. He closed his eyes and drifted off to sleep. Not long after, he felt someone moving up his bunk. He opened to see who it was. It was Mike, a friend of his. He started to sit up thinking the other lad needs a talk. But Mike pinned him back down to the mattress. “Hey there, baby. Ever knew you looked so gay.” Mike said with a weird smile. “Hey quit it would you? It isn’t funny.” The blond lad replied. “Who’s joking pal? I’m sure I’m not.” He started straggling the other boy using his strong arms and legs. Tears were forming on the smaller lads eyes. He tried to scream for help but he felt another pair of hands tying a small cloth on his mouth preventing him from making any sound. He saw different pairs of lustful eyes staring at him. “Stop please, please.” Adam pleaded yet no one seems to listen. They were tugging everywhere. Removing his shirt and sweatpants. It only took them a matter of seconds to get him naked. “Good body there huh?” one asked. It was too dark to recognize them all. “Yeah… you look so gay!” another one exclaimed. Mike was on top of him, kissing him. He was helpless. He felt sudden shots of pain through him. He can’t stop the tears. He was confused. –What do they want? He had no answer.
By the morning, he woke feeling his whole body throbbing. He was still naked proving what happened last night was real. He sat up seeing that no one else is in the room. He was full of bruises, bites, and blood. Sitting was such an effort giving him great pain on his lower back. He touched his back and found it damp and moist. He raised his hand to see blood on it. He remembered. They were all forcing themselves in him and it seems all of them succeeded. He pulled himself up. He was late for training. Adam was getting dressed when the coach entered. “Well Byrne, it seems like you’re an hour late aren’t you?” he asked in a cold tone. He stared at the young lad’s shoulder looking at the various sore wounds. “So you’ve been busy last night eh?” he asked. “No sir, please let me explain.” Adam said looking up. “I don’t want gays, especially flirts inside my camp. I’ll be sure the administration would expel you soon. Better start packing your things.” The blond lad’s mind was whirling. Everything was wrong. His dreams are falling apart. The coach was serious. He was thrown out 2 days later. His parents were upset and so was he. – I am not gay, not now, not ever. He promised.
Shane stared at Nicky while the older lad was sleeping. He was soaked with sweat. He was murmuring something but it was too soft and unbearable. His expression showed fear and confusion. The shorter lad shoved him a little, enough to wake him up. Nicky stopped the murmuring and slowly opened his eyes. He was surprised to see Shane’s face inches away from him. He pushed Shane away as reflex. “Hey!” Shane complained. “I was trying to wake you up.” He added. “Oh, sorry. You scared me.” Nicky replied. Shane noticed the soreness in the other lad’s eyes. He looked like he cried all night. Lines of worry formed on his forehead. Nicky stood up from the bed and walked into the bathroom. Shane followed him with his eyes. – This lad is the person I would want to love. He is the one I want to be my partner. He was the most beautiful person I have ever seen. Shane thought. Nicky went out of the bathroom without a shirt on. Shane’s eyes continued to follow. The taller lad sat on his bed to grab his shirt and shoes. Shane stood up and went nearer to the other lad. “Nix,” he said. “Yep?” Nicky replied not stopping from searching his shoes under his bed. “Um…” Shane was about to ask Nicky for a ShNicky night later that evening when he noticed a small scar on Nicky’s shoulder. “What’s that?” he heard himself ask reaching for the small wound mark. Nicky quickly moved away, “It’s … it’s nothing,” he replied shakily. He looked at Shane for a second then returned to what he was doing. “I have to find those shoes, I need breakfast.” He finally stood up and wore his shoes and shirt. “Let’s go Shane.” He said nodding towards the door. He allowed the younger lad to move out first then followed. He gave out a small sigh. –Sorry Shane, I’m just not ready to talk. As if I’d ever be. Nicky thought.
They met up with the other lads downstairs and were all served breakfast. It was a weird greasy looking dish not even worthy for looking. “Where’s the food?” Bryan asked. “Shhh… the cook might hear you.” Mark said. “You might hurt his feelings.” He said giggling. “For what, telling the truth?” Bryan replied trying to sound serious and mad. Everyone laughed at the joke. Everyone just decided to eat it because they have no choice anyway. –It tastes funny. Nicky noted to himself. After they all finished eating they decided to return to their rooms and get dressed. They were going to look around the country views. Shane and Nicky went in together. Shane was looking for a good shirt in his bag when he saw the other lad out of the corner of his eye. Nicky was pale and ill looking. “Hey you ok?” Shane asked. “My stomach suddenly hurt. Think breakfast is getting back at me.” He replied. He held his hand near his tummy looking weaker that usual. Shane helped him lie on his back. “You better stay behind, you can’t go out in that state.” Shane said. “Don’t worry, I’d stay with you.” Shane reached Nicky’s shoulder and gently touched it. “Thanks Shay, a lot.” The blond lad replied softly. Nicky closed his eyes and drifted to sleep. Shane explained what happened to the other lads and all agreed with his decision. He went back to the bedside. He decided to undress Nicky to make him more comfortable. The thought making him sweat. He stripped Nicky down to his boxers and covered him with the comforter. His eyes moved across Nicky’s sleeping figure. It finally rested on his shoulders. Again, the scar lying there caught his attention. He gently touched it and the older boy moved away. He mumbled something but he missed it. Shane’s affections were getting stronger and he was losing control of the big bulge forming under his pants. He was moving closer. He licked his lips just before it touched Nicky’s. The contact sent shivers up and down his spine enlarging the erection he already had. Nicky’s lips were moving somehow felt like he was reacting, kissing him back. He felt Nicky’s hands on his chest. Then with a strong push the taller lad moved him away. “No, stop… please!” Nicky pleaded. He sat up straight. “Wha…what are you doing” he asked. He was scared. Shane observed. “Please don’t” Nicky pleaded again. He wiped his eyes just before the first teardrops fell. “Hey, I’m so sorry what’s wrong?” Shane tried moving closer to comfort the trembling lad but Nicky moved away. “Please, I’m sorry.” Shane said again. He moved closer, this time Nicky didn’t move away. He was crying uncontrollably. “Everybody, everybody thinks I’m… I’m gay.” Nicky was stopping himself but Shane just looks so calm, so trustworthy. He told him what happened. “This scar was a bite from one of my mates. I think it was a little too deep that’s why it left a mark.” He said. “It was something I have already buried deep but now it’s coming back.” He explained. Shane touched him and it wasn’t just like any of the touches he had felt from any other man before. It was different from what he experienced in Leeds but he knows it’s more than a friendly assurance but something more. Each second was intense as Shane again moved closer. His eyes were closed. This time Nicky didn’t move away. He closed his eyes and waited. Shane’s lips were warm and soft. It was gentle and passionate. Everything was right, so right. He kissed back. They were panting when they parted, catching their breaths. “Shane I’m scared.” Nicky asked. “Don’t worry. I love you Nix, too much that I can’t hurt you. Trust me.” He whispered into his ear. It was all that Nicky needed to hear. They kissed again and it was the most beautiful thing Nicky had ever done. Shane moved into the bed beside Nicky while the other lad pulled off his shirt. It didn’t take long to get them both completely naked. They continued kissing in a time that seemed like eternity. Everything was perfect and Nicky hoped it would stay this way, forever. Shane’s hand moved down to his neck, then to his chest rubbing each of his nipples. Nicky moaned at the pleasure and watched Shane’s mouth follow the same track made by his hand. He sucked on each nipple and gently licked it. Nicky’s member was growing hard and he know he’d come soon. He moaned more as Shane did his thing. Shane moved down to his groin and gently kissed the top of it. He licked the pre cum and the other lad moaned louder. Shane moved his fingers up and down Nicky’s thighs alert for Nicky’s full arrival. And there it was. Shane licked him clean and went back up to meet with Nicky’s waiting lips. It felt good and natural. Nothing could have been better. “Nicky… could I?” Shane asked shyly. “If it was you, Shane. I trust you, and love you.” Nicky replied. Shane nodded and positioned himself on top of his lover. He gently entered the first few inches of his thingy and waited for Nicky’s hole to get used to it. Then slowly he moved deeper. Nicky’s face was a mixture of pain and pleasure. Here is where it crosses. The pain was part of passion and passion was part of the pain. It was warm inside. It didn’t take long for Nicky to move his hips in anticipation. They were moving in harmony, as one. Shane’s face moved lower keeping his member inside the other lad kissing Nicky’s chest up to his shoulder. “Could I?” he asked again. Nicky nodded. He held the blond lad’s shoulders and laid his mouth on the right side. He kissed it, and then licked it tempting Nicky to moan again. He positioned himself and gently bit on Nicky’s flesh and sucked it. Nicky’s hips were moving again showing his eagerness. His eyes were closed and he was panting. When they were both spent they laid together in bed Nicky on Shane’s arms. “Thank you Nicky, thank you.” Shane slowly said. “And I thank you too, you made me whole. Changed me, forever. You gave me answers to questions I wouldn’t have dared thinking about. Now I know, I’m gay but not for anyone else but you and you only.” Nicky replied.
~THE END~